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Assilon [April 3rd, 10:52am]
[ mood | worried ]

I really need to talk to my sister and figure some shit out. I miss her soooo much right now, like this very moment, it's ridiculous. I wish I were in her dorm with her rrrrright NOW! But yay! I think my dad is going to let me visit sometime in the near future which would totally rock!

But the lights are on so I have to go...


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Chuck Norris doesn't cut his grass. He dares it to grow... [March 21st, 10:40am]
[ mood | cold ]

hahaha... after reading Alison's post yesterday, I couldn't stop with the Chuck Norris jokes. I love them so much.

Chuck Norris' tears can cure cancer. Too bad he's never cried.

Love it... anyways, so I'm waiting for my tax refund check to show up because I need to go shopping for prom shoes in a big way. And then I need to find a date. But I realized that I need to reprioritize and figure out everything else and then just fit a date in. Because the date shopping is a lot harder and we all might just end up going solo. Which would totally suck but whatev... (lol Jackie). I have a dress, now I need alterations, shoes, a garter, flowers... and then a boy. Or I'll just take Ellie. That would be fine too.

This baseball thing is totally killing me. It's fun and all, and I'm sure once it's warm I won't care anymore, but as of now, I hate it. Tsenes is mean, it's freeeeezing and there's only like five guys on the team that I actually like anymore. Especially with all the Luke-drama... no fun. But again, whatev. I'm kind of attempting to take an "I don't care" attitude about everything until gradutation. Right now, I'm worried about going to the Rec and getting my application in just so I have that security. Then I have to figure out if I'm staying at Henry's at all, or if I should just admit that the pool is better pay and more fun and just leave. But I LOVE both my jobs... grrr... that one is stressing.

But I suppose I should go back to helping Ms. Groeper, the woman is loosing her mind. Well what's left of it. I heart her....


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:( [March 13th, 10:54am]
[ mood | confused ]

Where did everybody go....?

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tee hee [February 23rd, 10:51am]
[ mood | cranky ]

Nothing like a nice LJ post during psych....

So, holla!... haven't talked to Donny in like three weeks aside from fighting twice... but still. I'm proud of myself. I just want some me time. And I need to get over the whole not eating/sleeping deal because I'm freakin tired and hungry as hell. Grrrrrr....

However, Jackie made me really happy and bought me Rent so now I have something to watch when I can't fall asleep at night (besides Havana Nights).

Saturday is Winter Formal but school dances can die... ASSILON comes home! That's waaaaaaaaaay better than any sucky school dance!

Well... the bell rang, time to go to English!!

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Stupid me.... [January 21st, 4:00pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I don't know if I'm the only one who feels like senior year is not going how it's supposed to. I've waited for this for four years and now that it's here, I almsot wish it wasn't. I'm definetly stressing out about things that aren't going to happen for months, and everytime I think about it, I remind myself how ridiculous it is, but I can't help it.

Going away to school is supposed to be thrilling and exciting, but recently, I've started to feel really.... blah about everything. I got a scholarship from Iowa and it made me really happy, but like an hour later, I realized that it really means nothing because I'm not going to go to Iowa. And when I realized that, I realized that I'm going to loose my best friend. And I'm going to be even farther from my sister than I am now. Donny will be hours away and every othere person that I've ever run to in my life will be gone. I want to be independent and I want to be an adult, but after everything that has happened lately and especially with last night, I'm really scared to.

I probably sound like a child, but I can't help it.....

Oh well...

xoxo Jill xoxo

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Break's almost over.... :( [January 6th, 4:12pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Seriously depressing that this is like the last day of break and I'm most definitly going to a play for English class homework. That sucks big time... and I have half of my psych homework left too. Damn me for my laziness... I need to get crackin' in a big way and yet I sit here and update my livejournal. My priorities are exactly where they belong.

So my dad has started this spontaneous movement of insanity in which he has decided it is essential for me to apply to every single school in America... seriously. I'm now applying to every school in the Big Ten besided Penn State, MSU and Northwestern. I know nothing about Ohio State besides that I don't want to go there. But does he care.... no! He wants "financial stability". Apparently I missed the "we're not poor anymore memo" and FAFSA is going to dick us over for fun. He's mildly retarded. I swear! I WILL NOT go to U of I. I don't even want to take the time to apply. I've never wanted to stay in state and he knows that. Wtf? Grrrrrrrr.... Alison, you left like two days too early.

Got a thousand applications to do, so gotta run...


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[December 25th, 12:18pm]
Merry Christmas!!!!!
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YAY! [November 23rd, 11:46am]
[ mood | amused ]

So Happy Birthday to me in like four days! I'm so excited. This is most likely my last birthday at home and I want it to be fantastic. And my sister is going to be home. Which is the best part. I'm missin her like candy. Hahaha Mandy Moore reference.
Anyways... so the blood drive yesterday was brutal and I'm still in pain. They had to try three vains before they finally found one that worked. That kinda scared me because what if I never need a transfusion and they spend so much time trying to find a vain that I die? That would suck big time.
But I should probably go....


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[November 20th, 10:31pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

You left a bruise... and although it will fade, it will forever remain in my memory.

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[November 15th, 1:35pm]
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